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Karen

I love you! =]

Wednesday, 15 February 2006

Currently Listening
The Very Best of Chicago: Only the Beginning
By Chicago
Color My World - - Her stupid favorite song.
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You feeling okay today?

Lately, it seems like you've been ignoring me. It's like I get on your nerves whenever I try to talk to you or something. And you always ditch me and go off with other people. Not like I expect you to always be with me, but you really don't take initiative to even act like you care anymore. And maybe you don't, so it shouldn't really matter. Sometimes you wonder why I don't talk to you, or other stuff. That's because you always act like you don't give a damn anyway. You haven't even talked to me that much today. You seemed pretty pissed and stuff, so I didn't want to bother you, but then you were all laughing and happy with Sydney and everybody else.

I always feel like you just ditch me, but when you need or want something, you come to me. You know I'm always here for you to rely on, and so you just use me because you know you can have me whenever you want me. Makes me sound stupid, but I don't think so. I think that I'm trying to be a friend, and that I should always be there for you, even when you hate me. I don't know, whatever.

You should talk to me sometimes. Tell me that you hate me or that you're mad or something. Yell at me, I don't care. It's better than ignoring me. It hurts you know, and I know it would hurt you if I did that to you too. But I don't. Sometimes whenever you're with Sydney, I don't want to be around because I don't know what to say to her. It's not like I hate her or something. It hasn't been the very best for us lately, and you know that.

Life's a bitch right now. Love you though, no matter what.

Sunday, 15 January 2006

Karen.!!! I asked Shane, and he's agreed to be your date for Prom.!! = ) Read this.

luuser x (4:03:50 PM): Ok sorry, stupid computer
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:04:04 PM): Welcome back.
luuser x (4:04:11 PM): Thanks.
luuser x (4:04:18 PM): So they set you p?
luuser x (4:04:21 PM): up*
luuser x (4:04:23 PM): How nice. = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:04:25 PM): Yes.
luuser x (4:04:39 PM): Well at least you don't have to go searching for a date
luuser x (4:04:39 PM): = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:04:50 PM): I'll be your date
luuser x (4:04:57 PM): = )
luuser x (4:05:09 PM): You guys can't bring people from other schools huh?
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:05:17 PM): Nope. Bastards.
luuser x (4:05:24 PM): Oh, darn.
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:05:34 PM): Ours is like the week before yours so, it's all good.
luuser x (4:05:47 PM): We can, we can also bring college people too but up to at least 23...but we need background checks
luuser x (4:06:00 PM): Yours is April 1, right?
luuser x (4:06:09 PM): Its like 3 weeks before ours
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:06:23 PM): It's not the first anymore.
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:06:26 PM): They moved it.
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:06:36 PM): A week later. So it's 2 weeks before :3
luuser x (4:06:42 PM): Oooh... bad day to have prom anyway.. Practical jokes all around
luuser x (4:06:43 PM): = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:06:51 PM): I was gonna go naked.
luuser x (4:07:00 PM): Lolx, there. You proved my point
luuser x (4:07:01 PM): = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:07:07 PM): Hahaha.
luuser x (4:07:16 PM): But yeah. Do you have a gf?
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:07:38 PM): If I did I wouldn't have got set up :P
luuser x (4:07:42 PM): Lolx.
luuser x (4:07:47 PM): Well hey, if she's not around/
luuser x (4:07:52 PM): She cant stop you from going anyway
luuser x (4:07:53 PM): = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:08:06 PM): If she wasn't around I wouldn't go to prom :P
luuser x (4:08:12 PM): Huh?
luuser x (4:08:14 PM): xD
luuser x (4:08:40 PM): So if you had one, and she didnt live there, then you wouldnt go.?
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:09:18 PM): Nope.
luuser x (4:09:25 PM): Why not?
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:09:34 PM): What's the fun of prom without your girlfriend :P
luuser x (4:09:45 PM): Hmmm...Igo with your friends.
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:10:03 PM): I can dance with my friends in suits whenever I wanna :P
luuser x (4:10:06 PM): I went with my friends last yr...after my last bf cheated on me. SO I broke up with him. = P
luuser x (4:10:18 PM): Not with your whole school around. = )
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:10:30 PM): In the cafeteria in the morning I sure can :P
luuser x (4:10:40 PM): Lolx. That's true...but goooosh
luuser x (4:10:44 PM): It's "prom"
luuser x (4:10:45 PM): ooooh
luuser x (4:10:46 PM): = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:11:07 PM): Exactly, and I'd want to spend it with someone special.
luuser x (4:11:12 PM): Oooh.
luuser x (4:11:43 PM): I spent it with my friends last yr, then I slept with my friend in one room, and it was freaky cause she lives in an old victorian house, and victorian pictures were staring at us all night.
luuser x (4:11:59 PM): Then her cat pooped next to the bed in the morning.
luuser x (4:12:00 PM): xD
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:12:04 PM): xD
luuser x (4:12:34 PM): My freshman yr, I went with a sr, and well...it was horrible.
luuser x (4:12:51 PM): I wore a dress while he wore, jeans, a suit painted tshirt, and shoes.
luuser x (4:12:52 PM): = \
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:13:01 PM): o.o
luuser x (4:13:03 PM): Yeah.
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:13:07 PM): What the fuck was that kid smoking?
luuser x (4:13:12 PM): I wouldnt dance with him all night.
luuser x (4:13:20 PM): I dont know. xD
luuser x (4:13:28 PM): I turned him down when he asked me to go hang out afterwards
luuser x (4:13:38 PM): Then I avoided him in school and everyone thought I was an evil bitch
luuser x (4:13:39 PM): = )
luuser x (4:13:45 PM): Oops, witch, I mean.
luuser x (4:13:49 PM): = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:14:06 PM): :P
luuser x (4:14:42 PM): I told Canyon that he still had to go with me. = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:16:00 PM): xD
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:16:08 PM): I'll be back-up!
luuser x (4:16:13 PM): Oh, and I talk about you alot to my friend...and she was thinking that maybe you should be her date to our prom. = )
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:16:28 PM): Oh?
luuser x (4:16:30 PM): yes.
luuser x (4:16:56 PM): So like if it was possible, it could be like a double date or something. = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:17:05 PM): Sure.
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:17:13 PM): I'd just ride up with kaferhead I guess.
luuser x (4:17:21 PM): If you want to.
luuser x (4:17:24 PM): ?
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:17:34 PM): Never been on a blind date before :O
luuser x (4:17:40 PM): Awwww...
luuser x (4:17:54 PM): She's my best friend, and Canyon's met her before
luuser x (4:17:56 PM): = P
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:18:54 PM): http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v173/Zenko/DSC02006.jpg
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:18:59 PM): Give her my pix :O
luuser x (4:19:02 PM): Okay, well, yay. ^^
luuser x (4:19:11 PM): Want to see her picture?
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:19:17 PM): Sure.
luuser x (4:20:13 PM): Awww, what a cute picture. = )
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:20:31 PM): x3
luuser x (4:23:07 PM): found it....weeeee http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v344/xxLeeniexx/Band/Km.jpg
ZenkoTomaki990 (4:23:59 PM): She's cute :O
luuser x (4:24:11 PM): Glad you like her = P

Okay, so you better not back out, okay??!! Love you. ^^

-Aileen

Thursday, 10 November 2005

Aileen!!!!!

Hi...I know I see you in school everyday and I talk to you 24/7, and I already told you why I was so happy yesterday, but still....I'm so shocked and suprised of what he said!!!! Omg...can you believe it?!?!?!?! I don't know what to think, but its probably just a little thing that'll probably go away after a while, but who know b/c my b-day is coming up in a couple of months!!!!! Okies, so ur probably in Pre-Cal, not understanding anything and yea, Yesi didn't come so I'm in the counselors just typing away, well, not really cuz I can't type as fast as you can but yea you know what I mean...lol....Diana said she was going to straighten my hair tomorrow but I don't know how that is going to work b/c we march so it will be pointless to do it tomorrow. Oh well, I still want it straightened and I'm going w/ Iris to get her dress, she's so e xcited about it and Im happy for her too...I still need to get mine and stuff...Diana is going to do my nails so that'll be fun...It will be my first time to get my nails done!!!! Yea, so Fransisca finally brought back my sweater and Elvira brought my jacket, but a bit too late cuz I needed it in the morning since we were outside. So I work today at 5 and i get out till close....I think Rachael is going to work w/ me...I think it'll be awesome working w/ her that way I can talk to her more and it'll be all grand...I'm gonnna get me check this Friday but I have to pay off my ring so yea, not much fun there... Anyways...Overall, I think everything is good for me...except when my mother has to ruin it and stuff.....Wow....I just realized that I don't see my dad often anymore...hardly ever....ecept for weekends when I'm not working.....wow.....I need more Dad time, but then he'll probably yell at me b/c I don't feed the dogs....lol...okies i guess thats all for now...bye!

~Karen~

Friday, 07 October 2005

Aileen!!!!

You made me mad last period in Spanish, you can't just give out my gum just like that!!!! Especially to ppl I don't even talk to!!!! Ugh....and then my paper lost!!! I told you, you couldn't copy my paper cuz we were doing them in groups and u weren't in my group!!!! yea, so I told Mrs. Staighlen or however you spell it that she shouldn't count off b/cuz Kristi got the answers from me. and she was my partner so yea. I just got so frustrated and sorry. anyways.....